Anonymous01/05/25(Sun)12:54:16 No.48631038
Anonymous 01/05/25(Sun)12:54:16 No.48631038See AlsoThe Touhou RPG - Page 10The Touhou RPG - Page 18Duty Unto Death - Chapter 23 - WriterCow[AA/잠담판/역극/붕괴3RD] 붕괴 역극 준비판 22 : 앵커판>>48620783>vitamin d lackIt apparently runs in the family, though relatively unknown, and I just happened to find out it was my turn to spontaneously discover I had it. >heart issuesSeems to have stopped, though testing is still on the future, but then this would turn into a personal blog and I don't want to do that. But to keep it short, my ticker is ticking like normal but then ticks too many ticks too fast when it shouldn't, but all looks perfectly fine. >vitamin d lack, bad constitution, nocturnal, reading lots of weird booksAm I a Magician, yet? I rarely get hungry. >kamikakushiThe Gods are responsible for it (in this case, Yukari, according to her own mouth). I've never done drugs but it was the closest thing to a trip I'd ever felt. No dreams I can remember and wasn't sick. Best way to describe it was like looking through a kaleidoscope with your eyes closed, but mix in a ton of overlapping and rotating geometric shapes that faded in and out at the same time. If they wanted me, they're either delayed or taking their time.
Anyways.
>dreams: the good, the bad, and the larpyLast night found me very tired and going to bed at an hour a normal person would. Had chinese and the fortune mentioned finally making an important personal choice that was long overdue. That night, my dream involved speaking to someone I've never had any contact or connection to (minus the theme song- it's a banger, imo)-Byakuren Hijiri. We were outside near what I can only assume was the temple, and we talked about things while she did something with some symbol that turned out to be the hamsa. We spoke of how things had been in Gensokyo since I was last there and that it had been a while, then she spoke of it either having been 4 years since I was there or that I was under similar circumstances to what had happened 4 years ago, though I'm unsure of either scenario. To wrap it up, she gave me some writing that was a sort of checklist of self-help that she said I should go through, but whether it was for this side of things or for that side is beyond me, maybe it was both. Then we ended up going to this side of the world somehow and, after I was able to get her over the panic attack, we grabbed some food at a nearby place. She commented on how everything here felt wrong and even specifically pointed out our trees as having sad energy. The food, she struggled with (it was in English) and didn't want to eat anything because it all had meat. I helped her with the menu, showed her the salads, and told her they could take the chicken and such off. We sat there for a little bit like friends or on friendly terms and spoke a bit, then a hand came from behind us and placed itself on both of our shoulders, then a female voice said something and I woke up. And that's how Yukari found us both and pulled her back to where she belonged while waking me up. Didn't seem mad, just speaking matter-of-factly about something and poof-I'm staring at my ceiling.
>>basket wieving forum, arguments cropping up potentially, dissatisfaction from people intentionally coming in that didn't have to, shifting in topics and trying to define a topic to begin with, potential cleanup crew, and so forth:
X won't take it and is pure turbo cancer itself.
Jp is taking it because it IS on topic, moreso than some others, but it's all being walked as a tightrope and everyone here taking it seriously acknowledges that and are keeping it contained.
No one here wants a general, and we've kept it from becoming one. Any moments it picks up outside of "us" is because people are curious or are finding some kind of common ground and doing it themselves.
Even those writing huge "stories" have kept it to a minimum and are linking it elsewhere to be polite.
We all are a peaceful folk and would like to keep it that way and discuss the both on-topic and relevant, and take anything else to another place anyways.
If 4chins wanted to, they could make an x-themed jp board and we'd happily go there. And nobody wants to take away the little traffic this place has left by starting our own secret little club with no girls allowed like discord or whatever. Though the webring idea is still a good one (I'm behind, but working on it, I swear)
Have a good day/night, everybody.